I had this really cool idea for a blog. About how I’m trying to change the way I think of the world.  Now I don’t know what to write because my head is a mess. Ha.

Last night I watched The Hours, which was an excellent movie, regardless of the depression and suicide.  I’ve always wanted to watch it because I love everyone in it. Plus, I love Philip Glass. I think it was mostly that movie that made contemplate changing my views.  That and Religulous.  There is so much to wonder about the world.  There is so much to learn and I have hardly begun. If I could pick the perfect profession it would be that of a learner and teacher.

I want to never stop learning. I want to know as much as I can.  I want to learn and speak languages all day and learn learn learn. One day I would like to write, perhaps, about all that I have learned. Put it in a big book that almost no one will read.  It’ll be full of silly things, discoveries, thoughts, and moments.  If reality is fabricated, if matter exists through discursive formation, if we evolved from a single-celled organism, if God exists.  These are the answers I hope never to find.  My mind will never let me stop thinking about origins, histories, and reality.  I just am not sure that I ever truly want an answer.  I don’t like questions with answers.  Leave those to the scientists.

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